He was my everything

Because of you i lost everything
Friends
Family
Sports
School
I'm not complaining but it would've only been fair if you did the same for me. 
Man i cut a ball off just to make you happy,, And in the end get my heart broken because someone influenced your opinion of me. 
It was hard enough getting you back the first time.. But this time im not gonna bust my ass trying to get you back again. 
You want a women
But know that for what ever you need im here. 
Im your best friend. 
No matter what you told me i will always love you. 
I just wish you would understand that all the shit i put you through was never my intention.
I was never enough.
You were my everything. From my first real kiss to my first real love. 
I cant believe that you would just throw it all away like that. 
Because your dad told you that you were stupid for letting me treat you like that.. 
Man if he only new everything that i fucking did for you. 
Everything i went through to get a couple dollars just to pay your fucking car, the phone, rent, food, clothes. 
If anything i didn't deserve to be treated the way you treated me. 
I gave you everything. 
I was in love.

Fuck Love

Yo, the only girl I ever loved
Fucked some nigga that I really hate
And the funny part about it that we didn't even date
But at the end she could still say she got her pussy ate
Yummy her in her tummy
Pour out cause'
Cummy in her bummy means that a little me being coming
So I let her blow my flute and start humming
Bitch is grown but that wasn't bubble gum that she was chewin'
Our relationship was like my music
Chopped up screwed up
Made her sick threw up
I gave her everything that wasn't enough
So I put two up
I'm hot, she cool
I call it a blue crush
We fucked, no kiss, that's it
Fuck love
Snort drugs, make songs, go skate
Daily life
Sarah or Dorothy
Which one to make my wife
Or maybe I'll just marry both of them bitches, maybe twice

I was in love, but fuck it

Dorothy, my everything
She was my everything
Sarah, my lady,
Sarah, I love you

Tyler The Creator ♥

"I want a women"

I guess I never really understood how ugly I was until you told me..
For the ones reading this if you havnt found out me and Alhdo broke up.. 
I went to his house today looking for him.. Thinking that there was still hope to save our relationship and you know what he told me? 
"Dude i dont want to hurt your feelings but i realized that i like women. I dont want to date girls. I want a women" 
..............................(Silent Moment).....................(Tears)...............(Heart sink)...................
Gee thanks Alhdo. 


 

Guess who's back?!

Yesterday, one of my good friends (Aylin) recommended that i would start blogging again! And so here i am once more! I shall blog for the rest of my life now. ♥

What to think?

Dear Mr.NSN i missed you so much. I totally forgot you were alive. I don't listen to much music anymore. 

I'm not sure if i should think this song is related to the Illuminati or if its just a coincidence? 

But may i say its a pretty decent song

♥

I like! 

Dashala

Uhhmm.. (trying to clear my throat so i can explain this) 

This here is my new friend Dashala! Lmfao

I told her that i pictured her like a black girl. I think today we had one of the best convos ever (=

I never really talked to her until today and trust me shes a total bad ass! I thought people couldn't be nice anymore but this person oo shes far from nice! Lol

I told her lots and i don't even know her that much but she didn't judge me.

Shes my imaginary fweeennd -_- (shhh dont tell her i said that)

We had a nice convo about boys. One in particular. 

You made me feel like i had some backup.

Thanks so much! 

I bet we can be great buds.

Yo! 

You say yo a lot by the way.

=)

P.s Ohhhhh Mr.Kraaaabbbssss I'veeeeee gooottt an idddeeeaaaa! 

P.ps I told you black girls had donks. Just like you

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This is for you...