He was my everything

Because of you i lost everything
Friends
Family
Sports
School
I'm not complaining but it would've only been fair if you did the same for me. 
Man i cut a ball off just to make you happy,, And in the end get my heart broken because someone influenced your opinion of me. 
It was hard enough getting you back the first time.. But this time im not gonna bust my ass trying to get you back again. 
You want a women
But know that for what ever you need im here. 
Im your best friend. 
No matter what you told me i will always love you. 
I just wish you would understand that all the shit i put you through was never my intention.
I was never enough.
You were my everything. From my first real kiss to my first real love. 
I cant believe that you would just throw it all away like that. 
Because your dad told you that you were stupid for letting me treat you like that.. 
Man if he only new everything that i fucking did for you. 
Everything i went through to get a couple dollars just to pay your fucking car, the phone, rent, food, clothes. 
If anything i didn't deserve to be treated the way you treated me. 
I gave you everything. 
I was in love.