Nico wanted to be cool so he wanted me to say...
He shuffles?
I'll write a good blog about him later (=
Saturday, August 20, 2011
Rogelio
See i never understood why god had to take him away. For what ever reason it hurts. Its been exactly 4 years since he passed away and theirs still nights where i cry myself to sleep just thinking about it makes me sad. Theirs nothing in the world i can do to make him come back or to even see him come back to life for at least a couple of seconds.
It was in July when my dad woke me up and gave me the news i remember his exact words and everything. How after that i couldn't sleep i couldn't eat i couldn't think or even imagine how it had happened. I felt so bad for my grandmother for my dad who in 16 years never saw him again.
As a baby he raised me and i was his favorite growing up. He was a drunk but i know everything he said he meant it. He was a good man. He loved everyone and cared for everyone. He was so stubborn. No matter how much everyone told him to stop drinking he never did.
He bled to death in the bathroom. Because i didn't have papers and my parents didn't either we were never able to see him. I never went to his funeral and i blame myself for his death. For never going to see him.
For never telling him how much i loved him or calling him when i had nothing else to do.
7/10/07
"I hope the stars still spell out your name where you are.."
It was in July when my dad woke me up and gave me the news i remember his exact words and everything. How after that i couldn't sleep i couldn't eat i couldn't think or even imagine how it had happened. I felt so bad for my grandmother for my dad who in 16 years never saw him again.
As a baby he raised me and i was his favorite growing up. He was a drunk but i know everything he said he meant it. He was a good man. He loved everyone and cared for everyone. He was so stubborn. No matter how much everyone told him to stop drinking he never did.
He bled to death in the bathroom. Because i didn't have papers and my parents didn't either we were never able to see him. I never went to his funeral and i blame myself for his death. For never going to see him.
For never telling him how much i loved him or calling him when i had nothing else to do.
7/10/07
"I hope the stars still spell out your name where you are.."
Beauty
Amber RoseAreli Vazquez
Everyone knows there is two types of girls in the world. The ones who are amazingly pretty and have the beautifulest bodies, flawless. Then there is girls like me. Short chunky and just plain 'ol ugly ^.^
Being beautiful and skinny has become part of society. You might ask yourself why i posted up a picture of Amber Rose.. Well last night me and Alhdo were looking at Wiz Khalifa pictures and Amber rose is his girlfriend. His first impression was
"Wow! Shes so effen hot" and i was like "That girls needs some hair. Why is she so famous anyway?" and he said "Shes just beautiful that's why, plus you always have to judge someone no one is ever pretty to you, somethings always missing"
Well that's wrong. Of course shes beautiful who wouldn't say she isn't? Nice body pretty face. Shes the right kind of height.
There's just something called jealousy. Knowing that your not even half as pretty as her but with all your heart you wish you were.
I have a low self esteem but i know girls that are just like me. Who in the world wouldn't want to be skinny? and its just so caught up in your head sometimes you do things that you shouldn't do, your just so desperate to get that perfect figure. You change your style wear make-up to look a tinny bit prettier but it doesn't always work.
I've learned that every girl in this world is pretty no matter what. You can be black, white, yellow. Don't let anyone tell you different. Not your TV not your friends or bully's at school.
We don't need to look like Amber Rose or Beyonce. Their faces and bodies are full of plastic surgery anyways.
But look at me talking when i just wish and wish everyday too. That one day i will be just as beautiful as the girls on TV...
Thursday, August 18, 2011
You wont follow me on twitter but you'll follow me to death?
Where should i start of with this guy? We were txtn today and i asked..
"Do you have twitter?" and hes like "No, i hate websites like that" then i said "Well good because if you had twitter i wouldn't follow you anyway!" So he said "You wont follow me on twitter but you'll follow me to death?" ^.^
Lol
This here is Alhdo the H is "silent?"
He turns my life right side up when everything seems to be crashing down. Sometimes we might not be the strongest and we fight all the time but i wouldn't trade him for anything in the world.
See here we met late June early July last year on Myspace?! (Ahahaha)
No I'm not a creeper but i updated my status and he commented on it saying "Isn't ridiculous the same as stupid?" So after that i showed "love" to his page and we hit it off from there.
We went from txtn to late night phone calls to hanging out to making out.. Okay maybe too much info there lol.
Hes everything i ever wanted and needed.
Hes like the funniest kid you'll ever met to. I mean who would go cone-ing with their girlfriend?! If you don't know what cone-ing is please look it up!
I'll never forget some of the best moments we've ever had.
Breaks up and make ups everything will remain the same forever and ever
♥
"Do you have twitter?" and hes like "No, i hate websites like that" then i said "Well good because if you had twitter i wouldn't follow you anyway!" So he said "You wont follow me on twitter but you'll follow me to death?" ^.^
Lol
This here is Alhdo the H is "silent?"
He turns my life right side up when everything seems to be crashing down. Sometimes we might not be the strongest and we fight all the time but i wouldn't trade him for anything in the world.
See here we met late June early July last year on Myspace?! (Ahahaha)
No I'm not a creeper but i updated my status and he commented on it saying "Isn't ridiculous the same as stupid?" So after that i showed "love" to his page and we hit it off from there.
We went from txtn to late night phone calls to hanging out to making out.. Okay maybe too much info there lol.
Hes everything i ever wanted and needed.
Hes like the funniest kid you'll ever met to. I mean who would go cone-ing with their girlfriend?! If you don't know what cone-ing is please look it up!
I'll never forget some of the best moments we've ever had.
Breaks up and make ups everything will remain the same forever and ever
♥
A Job?!
So tomorrow is my first day of work! My parents don't really take me seriously because they call me lazy and very irresponsible but I'm taking this as serious as i take myself seriously! and trust me that's not very much but its enough?
I'm starting as a waitress in my family's Mexican restaurant. I'm Mexican but i can't stand eating Mexican food. Imagine taking it to people all day long?! I will prove my parents so wrong though. I promise. They don't ever see the real me. I would enjoy working and coming out with my own money and not having people call me spoiled.
I went to a summer program and this boy in it (i wont mention names) would always call me spoiled all the time! and he said that i was so lucky because i don't take in considerate of everything my parents do for me, but i do?! I don't ask for it. I'm not spoiled! My parents just love me.. I think? Point is I'm not lazy, spoiled or irresponsible i shall overcome for my name is Areliwh0o! Maybe you ask yourself why I'm Areliwh0o the 0 stands for zero because I'm nothing and the who stand for "Who?!" Because no one really knows me so when you ask they would say "Areli who?!"
I just wish people would see me for me.
I wish my parents would hear me out and take me seriously.
(No I'm not emo)
P.s i kinda borrowed this pic from http://nicandkier.blogspot.com
P.p.s I'm very sorry
I'm starting as a waitress in my family's Mexican restaurant. I'm Mexican but i can't stand eating Mexican food. Imagine taking it to people all day long?! I will prove my parents so wrong though. I promise. They don't ever see the real me. I would enjoy working and coming out with my own money and not having people call me spoiled.
I went to a summer program and this boy in it (i wont mention names) would always call me spoiled all the time! and he said that i was so lucky because i don't take in considerate of everything my parents do for me, but i do?! I don't ask for it. I'm not spoiled! My parents just love me.. I think? Point is I'm not lazy, spoiled or irresponsible i shall overcome for my name is Areliwh0o! Maybe you ask yourself why I'm Areliwh0o the 0 stands for zero because I'm nothing and the who stand for "Who?!" Because no one really knows me so when you ask they would say "Areli who?!"
I just wish people would see me for me.
I wish my parents would hear me out and take me seriously.
(No I'm not emo)
P.s i kinda borrowed this pic from http://nicandkier.blogspot.com
P.p.s I'm very sorry
MA-MA-MA-MAYBACH MUSIC♥
So the title has really nothing to do with my blog.. Lol?
But its been stuck in my head for awhile. Its from a couple of songs.
This blog is actually going to be about boyfriends & there cars -_-
I'm a girl.. of course? But it gets frustrating how everything that my boyfriend thinks about is his car?! When we could be hanging out hes washing his car. And always talking about has nice his car is. Why can't he ever say how nice i am?! Or how bad ass i am?! No its always about his car.
Hes so into it one night we were with my family and we started arguing because i didn't like his car and said that there was cooler cars in town than his. Well you would have never guessed what happened when he got home. Yessssss, people he did the unthinkable.. He broke up with me -_- His car is a Nissan maxima by the way and its a 2011 i think? But that still gives him no gosh darn reason on why he should ignore me over it.
All you lady's with a man like this understand me.
I guess no one really does understand me so writing about it gets my anger out (=
But its been stuck in my head for awhile. Its from a couple of songs.
This blog is actually going to be about boyfriends & there cars -_-
I'm a girl.. of course? But it gets frustrating how everything that my boyfriend thinks about is his car?! When we could be hanging out hes washing his car. And always talking about has nice his car is. Why can't he ever say how nice i am?! Or how bad ass i am?! No its always about his car.
Hes so into it one night we were with my family and we started arguing because i didn't like his car and said that there was cooler cars in town than his. Well you would have never guessed what happened when he got home. Yessssss, people he did the unthinkable.. He broke up with me -_- His car is a Nissan maxima by the way and its a 2011 i think? But that still gives him no gosh darn reason on why he should ignore me over it.
All you lady's with a man like this understand me.
I guess no one really does understand me so writing about it gets my anger out (=
First blog
First blog...
I've been wanting to blog fr awhile but i never really got the chance to or i never really thought anyone would read it? I still don't think anyone will. I haven't got the hang of it yet :/
I don't really have one specific thing to blog about but throughout my blogging journey i will talk about everything you could think of?
I'm really into music, Illuminati, fashion & Pokemon (=
Lets get started!
I've been wanting to blog fr awhile but i never really got the chance to or i never really thought anyone would read it? I still don't think anyone will. I haven't got the hang of it yet :/
I don't really have one specific thing to blog about but throughout my blogging journey i will talk about everything you could think of?
I'm really into music, Illuminati, fashion & Pokemon (=
Lets get started!
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